Assalammualaikum ~ Hai ! Annyeonghaseyo ~ Firstly, Sarah nak mintak maaf sangat-2 dekat korang sebab bolg dh lama tak update. Berhabukkkkkkkk. Seingat aku, last time I posted something on my blog, I got a pretty much number of haters. Sentap ker bangggg ? :3 Hahahaha Well I'm not here to read any of love letter that I received from my haters. Seperti korang tahu, aku selalu update blog ni once in a blue moon. Why? Because I can't make my time to update this blog whenever I'm on school day. Quite a busy person ya know ? XD I liked to busy my life with school things and I dunno why. I just like it. But that's still not the reason why I am here.
Lately, I am soooooo into books. English fictioned books to be exactly. Supernatural thingy. I like that type of books that send chills down on my spine and adrenalines all over my body. But then I started roleplaying again after a long hiatus (since July I guess?) /sighs/ I got stuck pretty bad with some OTP fanfics. Come on, they are starring my favourite couple (Chanbaek,Hunhan,Kaisoo,Taoris) plus dorang semua ada superpowers. You know I can't resist that kind of fanfic right ? Erghhh. And yeah I read 'gay' couple fanfic. That's one of the things I can do to keep my mind sane.
Mula-mula, I only read one fanfic yang dah completed long time ago. And then my addictions started as I finished that one and read another this instant /snap my fingers/ Okay lolol. But the thing is, I cant stop myself from searching and looking for a better fanfic (eventhough I succeed of finding a few, a lots of it are still not complete and well that suck cuz I need to subscribe and wait for the author to update). Guess what ? I stumbled to an account that wrotes a lot of baekyeol supernatural story.
So, I thoughts of giving it a shot bcuz why not haha ? I read one of her fanfic that was completed at the end of december a year ago, I like it. It's a bit different from the others cuz there's some bullying, abusing and selfharm part. She got 15 stories when I counted. But this one is a bit lengthy (around 67 chapter) but I kept on reading no matter what. As time passed, I realized I'd been reading on it for 3 hours straight. Isn't that crazy?! Ohmaigod. I swear my eyes will need a larger spectacles after this.
As I read and read another story authored by her, I got mad. What the freaking fvck ? Dia ni ada mental issue ker ape ? All of her stories ada bullying to death, abbusing to death and selfharm to death. Ape ke benda dia ni tulis? I meant after one story dia ni habis, she decided to make a sequel which even worst !!! My favourite baek and yeol died for cutting themselve and bled to death. T___T I can't believe she did that to my bias, her bias. Yeah we shared the same bias. Dia asyik asyik tanak bagi happy ending. mesti ada sequel yg mengarut. fck she already in my fav author list but now I need to get rid of her cuz her fanfics that might influence me with negative thoughts.
I tried to find another interesting fanfics but it's all seems dull to my eyes. I don't like it. So cliche pftttt.. However, I succeed on finding one that is different and give me a happy ending without being harmed. I'm in love with it. I read it for the 24th times but never gets bored.
Ni jer lah aku nk cerita. My mom suruh tidur. My eyes feel heavy right now. Kay bye. Assalamualaikum.
